mizuki

joined 2 months ago
[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 26 points 1 day ago (1 children)

I haven't even started my transition out of a deathly fear of judgement, but have been getting such severe dysphoria lately that I have almost become a danger to myself. Just knowing that half of America is ok with my rights being stripped from me is enough to stop me from transitioning, let alone all the incoming anti-trans laws. I don't know what to do anymore.

[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 1 week ago (1 children)
[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 1 week ago

thank you so much!!! <3

[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 week ago

thank you! It makes me happier every time I see it :3

[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 1 week ago

that's totally understandable, it hurts a lot lol and we weren't allowed to shock other people (probably a good thing). Actually, Kevin from the backyard scientist actually showed up and told me that William thought we shouldn't have asked in the application to shock other people and just done it lol

hopefully next year I'll be presenting as a girl and I can say hi to you as well!! <3

[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 1 week ago

silly girl :3

[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 1 week ago (2 children)

imma delete this comment later (I know it won't really ever be erased but at some point I'll come out and it won't matter) but I exhibited a mind controlled shock collar! I was in the hall with the YouTuber museum just on the other side, next to the absurd amount of DS's and the chess butt plug.

It was such a a fun event, I'm hoping i can get in again next year.

[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 1 week ago

you should totally do it! I've never had a machine powerful enough to game on before and now that I do it's so much fun :3

 
[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 weeks ago

that's basically how I felt after as well, it's such a confusing but interesting series. I want to rewatch it though after really starting to grasp it, it's such intriguing show

[–] mizuki@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 weeks ago

I love doing homelab stuff! it seems like at my school either you don't know what a port is, or you actively maintain 3 web servers (the latter being the significant minority, with a total of like 3 of us)

 

an image of a crying anime girl and the text "me after I say it is what it is for the morbillionth time"

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rule (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
 

god I hate living in utah everyone here is mormon

 

am fine, just shaken up and sad image of the front of a orange car that got crashed into and is missing the bumper

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