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Finally back on buprenorphine after almost 2 months of heroin relapse. Feel so much better already and I am glad the withdrawal stage before they give you the medication is over. Fuck. That. Shit. So. Much, it is so painful to wait.

Going well, got a new 3D printer (resin printer, Anycubic Photon Mono 4k) as a treat for myself. Also waiting on a call back from the addiction treatment people so I can finally stop the heroin and get back on the treatment medication.

Going good, I managed to tell my girlfriend of 8 months that I relapsed on heroin and am trying to get off it (again) and she is very supportive and accepting, I love her so much it's unbeliveable, never loved anyone this much before, I can't believe I got so lucky from a single bumble match with a girl that lived 30 mins away by car/train. We see eachother 2 - 3 times a week, almost every week despite that, we just sit together and do stuff together, it makes time fly like the wind.

Going well, had a series of minor fuck ups at work that were super embarassing and made me look a fool infront of my co-workers, but it's all sorted out and there's no problems resulting from it so I am not in any trouble as it was a miscommunication issue between me, marketing, and the founder of the company above all else. So they just fixed the situation with me and we continued on our way.

Still it sucks to fuck up though, especially on a project I love to work on.

Take my $5 a month, worth it to keep this place running.

But where do you draw the line between catching these people and not invading the privacy of every single user of the software? Because so far no one has found a solution despite a decade or more of attempts.

Better than last week, doing more work as our Kickstarter continues, we're still 19k away from our goal with less than 2 weeks left though... Which is a major stressor. But other than that life has been good and calm.

Not great. My company is doing a Kickstarter for a project we are working on and have spent tens of thousands of dollars on and it looks like it is set to fail if our marketing agency doesn't work it's voodoo magic in the last week or two of our campaign. Because right now we are fucked and I am going to be out of 2 jobs.

So I will have to go on benefits (again), probably end up relapsing into heroin addiction for a bit to handle the pain.

It's propaganda because you disagree with it correct? Russia can do no wrong?

Been a while since I posted one of these, things are going well, work is keeping me busy and my free time is kept busy by my girlfriend. Time is just flying by, but it's fun at least.

Great, I started my job and it's going well, things with my girlfriend are going well, no complaints really.

Started my first week of work since I got addicted to heroin and fell into a crisis a few years ago, finally back on track in a major and definitive way, and work is going very well, just wrapped up my second day!