To be more accepted, haha omg it's a lot of things but it's the polar opposite of feeling accepted. Maybe it's because people don't feel accepted that they tend to express the need more and that's why it might seem like that's the issue to an outsider.

😊 It's okay thx for writing that. I'm sad but also relieved because it wasn't an entirely new issue.

Hmm well if I have autism I'd be surprised. I'm basically the opposite of it as far as I can tell, and unfortunately I often have issues getting along with people who have it. He specifically ignored my trans related questions so I presume he was simply being transphobic. Safe to say I didn't go again and will file an official complaint soon in the hopes of them getting training. It's dangerous.