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Does anyone else feel like life's been on pause for too long? (lemm.ee)

submitted 2 months ago by aCosmicWave@lemm.ee to c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml

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As a kid, I learned to “pause” my true self. School was the pause, and my hobbies, dreams, and passions were the unpause—something I’d rush back to during lunch or after class.

Over time, the pauses got longer. Tiredness and responsibilities crept in, leaving little energy to unpause at the end of some days.

At work, sometimes the pressure and the demands were so relentless that I couldn’t unpause for weeks or months at a time.

Then came marriage, fatherhood, and the joy—and work—of raising a child.

I want my son to get to know the real me but I worry that by the time he is grown I won’t have any “self” to unpause to.

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[–] SaintToad@sopuli.xyz 49 points 2 months ago (1 children)

Hey there, fellow tired and paused Dad!

I felt every word of what you said, and my advice for you is what I'm learning to tell myself every day.

Just let your freak flag fly, my friend.

There's a cynical way to look at this. Nothing means anything, and there are no more rules anymore. We're on the Titanic worrying about about which forks to use and whether we're wearing the right shoes for dinner. Eat with your hands and wear clown shoes!

And there's also a positive, constructive way to look at this. Whatever we've been doing, as a culture, as a generation, isn't working. Maybe a generation of dads (and moms and all other people) pausing themselves hasn't been good for us. Be the weird, awesome, thoughtful guy you seem to be, and your son will probably do the same. We're not the hope for the future, but our kids are, and they deserve to see the unpaused us.

What have you paused? Pick up that old hobby. Remember your passion. Start over if you have to. Be a kid with your kid and figure out what you want to be when you grow up.

I don't mean to preach. I'm mostly talking to myself here. But I wish you the best.

[–] tisktisk@piefed.social 4 points 2 months ago

golden comment. Doubly bookmared See you space cowboys!