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- The Gender Dysphoria Bible // In depth explanation of the different types of gender dysphoria.
- Trans Voice Help // A community here on blahaj.zone for voice training.
- LGBTQ+ Healthcare Directory // A directory of LGBTQ+ accepting Healthcare providers.
- Trans Resistance Network // A US-based mutual aid organization to help trans people facing state violence and legal discrimination.
- TLDEF's Trans Health Project // Advice about insurance claims for gender affirming healthcare and procedures.
- TransLifeLine's ID change Library // A comprehensive guide to changing your name on any US legal document.
- Gender Spectrum // Resources for youth, parents and family, educators, mental health professionals and faith leaders.
Support Hotlines:
- The Trevor Project // Web chat, phone call, and text message LGBTQ+ support hotline.
- TransLifeLine // A US/Canada LGBTQ+ phone support hotline service. The US line has Spanish support.
- LGBT Youthline.ca // A Canadian LGBT hotline support service with phone call and web chat support. (4pm - 9:30pm EST)
- 988lifeline // A US only Crisis hotline with phone call, text and web chat support. Dedicated staff for LGBTQIA+ youth 24/7 on phone service, 3pm to 2am EST for text and web chat.
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I realized I was some flavor of trans about two years ago. At first, I considered myself agender and not cis, but didn't accept the trans label (that didn't last long so its still about 2 years either way - I still like the agender label I think, but also consider myself transfem). Started HRT almost 3 weeks ago.
Part of the delay was not sure HRT was right for me. Specifically didn't know if boobs were something I wanted to deal with, so I tested them out via breast forms, including going cosplay back in November.
Another is I worried about how it would affect my ability to earn money, so I wanted to save up a lot first.
Another reason for waiting is a I wanted to at least come out to my parents and sister before starting (which I still have not done).
Anyways, finally decided to start because we were considering getting a house and if so, that would have delayed savings goals far too long. At the same time, my sister announced being pregnant and I realized I didn't like the idea of being an uncle.
I still am not certain and wonder if I should quit taking HRT. I don't really have a reason why I should stop, but given I don't consider myself a woman, it feels like I'm breaking some sort of rules that I intellectually don't believe should exist (if someone wants HRT, it shouldn't matter what their gender is). And of course anxiety related to discrimination is still a thing, particularly given my field of work and the state I'm in. Also, the anxiety of having an appointment for getting HRT (the lack of specific goals and using my very gendered birthname made me feel particularly like an imposter during the appointment) and anxiety starting (despite being really happy about it) I think triggered quite significant feelings of dissociation before I started, so at the time I started, my thoughts were basically "the me of a few days ago decided I should take this, so I'm going to, but I have a hard time feeling like that person was me and I feel disconnected for my current feelings."