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I finally have a chance to breathe from my chaotic semester. At the same time, I worry that I won't have enough time to recover because certain responsibilities are time sensitive. And my family environment isn't the best...

There's one task that really bugs me: future roommates want to move out of the dorms before the next semester starts, and this was 'decided' on around finals week. Plus we apartment hunted for like... less than a week, around finals week.

The old plan was to move around the end of the school year, which would've given us time to research everything we need to know, search for places, and plan move in. (And the old idea was that I only had one roommate, not two.)

This rushing is all due to a shitty dorm situation my second roommate is in, but... It's so rushed that I don't even know what to say. I don't want to risk something worse happening. I feel like there are so many unknown variables. We're planning a discussion with each other and each other's parents at some point this break, so I'm honestly hoping we don't move out soon unless we're mostly sure things will work out.

...Overall though, I'm just trying not to think. My body is exhausted; my brain is drained. I just wanna relax, and I haven't registered that Christmas is soon. I'm not in the holiday mood at all.

At least I get to pet my dog. He's so fluffy and floofy.