break1146

joined 1 year ago
[–] break1146@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 year ago

Aux ports are nice for versatility, even if I was already using wireless earphones. Along with being able to listen to FM right on your phone. It's features I don't use often, but occasionally. I wish the USB-C connector had the option with a clip. IR-blasters were useful and much fun. I never even used the actual remote to manage my LED strip.

I never realized notification lights just kind of stopped existing. But I don't miss them in light of always on displays. Under screen finger print readers is basically a dream come true. Having multiple cameras is nice. OLED screen is an absolute godsend. Overall I'm not unhappy.

[–] break1146@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 year ago

I love to hear it!!!

[–] break1146@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 1 year ago

You're literally so pretty. This is such a slay. :)

[–] break1146@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 year ago

I'm also AMAB, but have recently started to question as well. I've been gravitating towards non-binary. There's not much I generally like that much about being a man. But I don't also want to be a woman, per se, although I do enjoy some feminine things. I've spent my whole live being shoved into boxes I don't necessarily like being in and now I'm at the point where I want to define for myself, what want and where I stand.

As far as gender expression goes, my best friend has helped me find the courage to try different clothes that express myself more. I've gained quite some weight over the years, which has resulted in a lot of body dismorphia, more than I already had. I do want to wear some more feminine clothing, but that does seem to intensify that. And started new medication since those years that partly caused this and I'm too depressed and have too little energy to do much about it. But I'm making small steps.

Apart of feeling shame of what men are generally responsible for in society. This more explains why I've always been more or less uncomfortable being a man in any sense of it.

I'm also terrible insecure and really need to find my identity in the broad sense of the word. It's the only way I'll be able to find some footing.

I hope you find what you're looking for. The journey is interested nonetheless.

Oh and the thing about attraction. For me now it's generally femme-presenting people. There is an encompassing label for it, nb people liking femme-presenting people but I mean nobody knows it and I'd have to look it up haha.

We'll get there :D.

[–] break1146@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 1 year ago

I audibly laughed, because yes, there is indeed a pill that does that. :)

[–] break1146@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I mean... Breathing doesn't increase your chance of dying, but not doing it will guarantee it. If you smoke, there is a good chance you will die from a horrible disease. That's the reality of it. With one cigarettes a day, smoking more will increase that chance.